THIS past week from my JOURNAL!

HOPE all make since sorry if not!
GOD BLESS each and everyone of YOU!

Tuesday 24,2008
I took Mo to the hospital at 11am. In such pain that he can't stand himself. We begin to pray, I'm trying to be strong and encouraging for him. Praying to myself I just need to see pastor or someone from church WOW God did just that pastor walked in. What a blessing! It is not gout for sure. That is what they have been treating him for the past 2 weeks... He was admitted in at 5:15pm with a emergency surgery that took place at 7:05 many things being talk about even possible losing his foot. HIS gas foot! Scared is just that never having health problems yet never giving blood, NEVER is the words... My heart just remembers a few years back with Molly. THANK God for FRIENDS and for his promises.

Who of you by worrying can add a single minute to his life" (Matthew 6:27).


Remembering a few years back what I as taught God doesn't want us to live worried and anxious about anything. He knows that worry is counterproductive. It steals your peace and joy and affects every area of your life, even your sleep! Have you heard the saying, "Don't worry yourself sick?" Yes, worrying will actually make you physically ill. You won't ever gain anything by worrying, in fact it causes you to lose precious moments that you can never live again. The good news is, God has promised to bring you victory over worry. When we make the choice to put an end to worry, God will give us His peace.
Don't feed worry by focusing on bad news all the time. Sure, we should be informed, but we should be most informed of the truth of the Word of God. TODAY I choose to feed faith and fill my heart and mind with God's promises. "My God shall supply all my needs. He makes a way out of no way. He is a Restorer and Redeemer."

Wednesday 25,2008
My husband is in so much pain, my pray today is for pain relief and speedy recover still not sure what is going on and what is wrong with his foot... Right now I'm watching him sleep. God is so GOOD! I'm falling IN LOVE with Him all over again. The last today's have been really hard and long with no sleep but giving him his baths and making him a little more comfortable in bed has been the highlights of my day. The girls have been GREAT no OUTSTANDING! Madison is still at camp.

“So let’s not get tired of what doing good what is good. At just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don’t give up” (Galatians 6:9).

Are you believing God for something? YES
Is it taking longer than you thought or expected? YES
No matter how long we may have to stand, don’t give up! It might be today, it might be tomorrow, it might be next week, next month or next year, but remember, at the right time you will experience your breakthrough. Be encouraged today because God is faithful and His promises are true. Keep standing, keep hoping, keep believing. Keep doing good. Keep declaring the promises of God over our life. Choose to be around people who are going to encourage you and fill your heart and mind with God’s Word. Let a song of praise come out of your mouth.

Thursday 26, 2008
Mo is having another surgery today our minds are clear and sure of one thing he will be home by Tuesday of next week! New doctor came in to see Mo today Dr. Blank. Mo has a staff infection. THATS really scare... Pastor Wayne will be telling Madison today at camp what has been going on here. I pray that God gives her peace. Boy we both are really missing her. Mo is in great spirits and I'm doing well. What great FRIENDS we have and God is GOOD! We are being reminded of all the good things God has done for us in hard time but many in GOOD times!
OUR love for each other and the GIRLS is even more than ever. THEY ARE THE LOVES OF MY LIFE if that makes since.
Something we hard on T.V. last night how this man views FAITH

F-Fantastic
A-Adventure
I-In
T-Trusting
H-Him

“Set your minds and keep them set on what is above, the higher things, not on the things that are on earth” (Colossi ans 3:2).

Faith is simply seeing what God sees. It’s choosing God’s way, even when things look differently in the natural. When we set our thoughts on higher things, we're looking at life through his eyes of faith and seeing what God sees. God’s promise to supply all our needs according to His riches in glory. You may have sickness in your body today, but when you look higher, you see that Jesus paid for your sickness and diseases. You may feel lonely today, but when you look higher, you see that God has promised to never leave you nor forsake you. As we set our thoughts on higher things, our faith will become stronger, and we will begin to see those things become reality in our life's.

Friday 27,2008
Today we found out that we have NO insurance and what to do next? His bill is already 56,000. plus and the medicine they have him on is right round $3000.00 a day. Boy! Jenn was with me and we prayed for a peace of mind. We ran around and got paperwork for hospital the cover here will be payed but not sure yet if doctors will be. Mo also found out he will be having another surgery. They also will be giving him a Pick-line. Maddie came home today right out to the hospital she came we both stayed the night.

“Whatever is true, whatever is honest, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is kind, if there is any virtue, if there is anything worthy of praise, think on these things” (Philippians 4:8).

What you think about determines the quality and direction of your life. Naturally, people who think positive, uplifting thoughts have happier, healthier, longer lives. They are less stressed, more vibrant and enjoy better sleep. That’s why the scripture encourages us to think on good things—things that are true, noble and lovely. Some translations say to “fix your mind” on them. When you fix your mind on noble things, you close the door to the negative voices and open your heart to allow God to work in your life. Doing whatever you need to in order to keep those good thoughts before you. Write them on note cards and put them in a place where you can see them. Confess God’s promises over your life and declare His blessing on a daily basis. As you fix your mind on the goodness of God, you will rise higher in every area of your life.

Saturday 28, 2008
Mo had surgery again today it will be the last one. Talking of going home that is what we have been talking about. I laided in bed with him today. His heart beat so strong on my ear tears rolling down both of my cheeks WOW how I have missed this. Madison has her birthday party tonight 6-8 girls will be coming over and Its my first time home since Tuesday God be with me. I can't wait to hear laughter and see smiles...

"How good and pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity...for there the Lord has commanded the blessing..." (Psalm 133:1-3).

God loves us so much. He longs to bless us in every area of our life's. Deuteronomy says that He wants to bless you when you come in, and when you go out. He wants to bless you when you're in the city, and bless you when you're in the country. He wants to bless and prosper everything you set your hand to. When you are living in peace and unity with the people in your life, you are positioning yourself for God's blessing. I'm focus on the things that bring us together. Focusing on my faith in God and dependence on His Word.

Sunday 29, 2008
What a morning I have had, getting everyone out the door and really for church...and yet we still didn't make it. BUT we did spend the whole day with MO! Girls and I have a fun filled did with daddy coloring, singing, reading, praying, laughing, crying, smiling you name it we did it! We left around 5pm. I went home and started the house stuff. WOW I really forgot what all I do during the week. NOW it caught up time... God was with me time flow by yet not up setting. to be honesty I enjoyed it! I even drove the dragster and cleaned out the racing trailers. The look on Mo face was great when I told him my day... What a great DAY! THANK YOU God!

I am the vine, you are the branches. The one who abides in Me, while I abide in him, produces much fruit..." (John 15:5).

When you abide in something, it becomes your very source for life. I know God wants you to live in Him? He wants to be our source. Abiding in God means you rely on Him for everything. You rely on Him for our strength, provision, hope, joy. Like the air you breath, you rely on Him for our very life. When you are abiding in Him, you think about Him when you go to sleep. You think about Him when you first wake up. You think about His promises all throughout the day and continually fellowship with Him in prayer. You make Him your number one priority and stay connected with other believers at church.

NOW today is MONDAY 30, 2008
God is love. He is perfect and His love for us is perfect. There is nothing you can do right now to make God love you more, and nothing you can do to make Him love you any less. His love towards you is steadfast, it's unchanging. His arms are always stretched out towards you. He's always ready for you to come to Him. Sometimes people aren't sure how God feels about them. They think He might be mad at them. God's not mad at you, He's madly in love with you! It doesn't matter what you've done or where you've come from, God's arms are open to you. He's longing to show you His goodness and grace. It's His kindness that leads us to repent and change our ways.

PRAISE God, Mo will be coming home TODAY MONDAY!